At one point during my recovery I found myself second guessing myself and my strengths. This was at the time when I was living away from mom and dad in Gainesville, FL. I had my own apartment, a boyfriend, and plenty of free space to do what I enjoyed most. But something in me was questioning whether I should give up on this endeavor and move back home and have it be simpler. I could see both pros and cons for moving back to mom and dad but I just wasn't sure. I found myself frustrated a lot not knowing which direction to take in life and wanting someone to tell me what to do. That's when I turned to my spirit guides. It was a very simple question. I asked my spirit guides to send me a song if they want me to remain in Gainesville and proceed with my life moving forward with my boyfriend and with the life I had outside of The Villages, FL. I asked them for a song I hadn't heard since I was very young. It was from a 2000s rock band called Hinder and the song was "Lips of an Angel". I truly hadn't heard that song or even thought of that song since a middle school dance I had. Why it came it my head randomly when chasing a song for a sign beats me but that was it. I told no one and I didn't even sing the song on my own time, look up the lyrics on Google, or even think about it. I sent it out to the universe. One rainy night Gautam and his friend were at a bar downtown. I was just getting off work and was invited to go but thought I better not since it was raining and I'd have to get all dressed up. It was pretty cold outside too. But something inside me motivated me to go and surprise him. I walked through the front doors and surprised him and he was very happy I joined everyone. I was too. The bar didn't have a theme. It was just a typical bar with a pool table and the music from the jukebox was playing mostly country songs. Gautam got up and paid the jukebox to play some rap songs but I didn't think much of the music. I was more invested in trying not to feel frustration with deciding whether or not to move back to The Villages. I had asked for my sign three days prior and truly and honestly hadn't even thought of the song. After a few rounds of pool we all sat together being forced to listen to country music from the juke box when by jove, the very next song to play was it. It was "lips of an angel by hinder". I did nothing but freeze. It tried not to cry because no one at att would understand and it would take too long to explain. I tried to hide my enormous smile but Gautam noticed it right away and asked about it. "I'll explain later" I winked. It's been several months since then and I have been so confidence in my decision to stay in Gainesville and continue this next part of life. I am so grateful for the sign sent to me. It truly was a miracle.
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